Zetizen.com - Congrats! Buat seluruh musisi yang berhasil dapat penghargaan di Billboard Music Awards 2016 pada 22 Mei kemarin. Nggak terkecuali buat Justin Bieber yang menyabet piala Top Male Artist dan Top Social Media Artist. Bukannya nge-post ungkapan kebahagiaan, Bieber malah meng-upload foto kastil tua dengan sekumpulan domba di halamannya di akun Instagram. Foto itu diunggah tepat setelah malam penganugerahan berakhir. Apa sih maksudnya?

 

I don't know about these award shows.. No disrespect to anybody at any of the shows or the people running it. Nothing but love for you guys and your support. But I don't feel good when I'm there nor after. I try to think of it as a celebration but can't help feeling like people are rating and grading my performance. A lot of people in the audience there to be seem worried about how much camera time they will get or who they can network with. When I'm doing a regular show I feel they are there for the right reasons and to strictly have a good time! But these award shows seem so hollow. I get the premise is to award people for their accomplishments, but is it really? Because when I look in the audience I see a bunch of fake smiles so that when the camera hits them they look happy. Sure there are people truly proud of others so I don't want to knock them I'm just looking at the vast majority. I just think to myself if I'm living my purpose I want the reward to be fulfillment. I'm getting awarded for the things that I'm doing and not for who I am which is understandable I know it would probably be hard to calculate and award someone's spirit lol. But When I do get these awards the temptation of putting my worth in what I do is so hard to fight!!!I am privileged and honored to be recognized by my peers in but in these settings I can't feel the recognition. There's an authenticity missing that I crave! And I wonder does anybody else.. Sorry not sorry about grammar it's not my strong point

A photo posted by Justin Bieber (@justinbieber) on May 23, 2016 at 8:42am PDT

Pada caption foto aneh itu Bieber mengungkapkan curahan isi hatinya. Pop star kelahiran 1 Maret 22 tahun silam itu menyatakan nggak menikmati kehadirannya di award show tersebut. Dia ngerasa banyak penonton yang memberikan fake smile. Bieber menulis bahwa penonton tersenyum palsu hanya agar terlihat senang saat tertangkap kamera. Justin Bieber juga nggak suka melulu dinilai soal performance-nya di panggung.

Selain mendapat dua penghargaan, Bieber bahkan sempat menampilkan dua lagu dari album Purpose, yakni Sorry dan Company di Billboard Music Award 2016. Dengan mengenakan outfit simple, yakni ripped jeans, white tee dan outer varsity jacket, Justin Bieber muncul di panggung dengan jet api dan semburan cahaya.  Fans langsung heboh dengan penampilan mantan Selena Gomez itu. Everything was fine on the stage, so what’s up with him?

Well, ternyata keanehan sikap Justin Bieber nggak muncul sekali ini. Pertengahan Mei ini nampaknya jadi minggu yang berat buatnya. Pada 11 Mei lalu, Bieber menyatakan nggak mau berpose saat foto dengan fans karena ngerasa kayak hewan di kebun binatang. Dua hari sebelumnya, Bieber tertangkap kamera sedang berkeliling Boston dengan telanjang kaki. Beberapa hari sebelumnya, dia juga harus membayar denda 1,3 miliar karena menghancurkan handphone seseorang di sebuah nightclub.

Banyak yang berpendapat bahwa sikap aneh Justin Bieber akhir-akhir ini disebabkan karena padatnya jadwal tur Purpose. Saking capeknya, Bieber kesulitan mengontrol emosinya dan jadi labil. Well remember, dia masih remaja kayak kita, guys. Apalagi pada Desember 2015 lalu, manajernya Scooter Braun menyatakan pernah menghentikan tur Bieber pada 2013 karena khawatir dengan kesehatannya. “Aku nggak mengizinkan dia bekerja. Dia sangat ingin tur, dan kalau saja dibolehi, dia bisa saja mati,” ujar Braun, dilansir dari New York Times.

Hmm, kayaknya Justin Bieber emang nggak boleh terlalu capek ya. Dia sedikit lemah secara emosional dan fisik. Well, get well soon, Bieber! (vanityvair/usatoday/news/dhs/sam)